missizzy: (hisoka)
2026-06-08 09:28 am

Mental Health Day

Still taking leave at least one day a month partly to burn my use/lose hours and partly for a bit of respite. Felt a bit awkward scheduling this one, since I did so early in the month because Juneteenth was and still remains on the schedule as a day I'll get off late in it, but it's still hard to believe I actually will. But I'm glad to have it today. This was a week that started with my finally buying a second lidded pot, and getting to use it exactly once before the lid fell down and got smashed. I looked into buying a rice cooker instead yesterday, but I'm not sure you can use them to cook amounts as small as we typically cook.
This was also a weekend where I got a couple of people watching my BG3 stream, but almost nobody watching my other two; one streamer who I raided last weekend popped in for a few minutes, and there was then noone else. I'm still getting viewers and even likes on YouTube for Little Kitty, Big City, and even a little bit for Date Everything! I wonder if this might end with my livestreaming only BG3, and recording other games. But given I got more viewers for Dispatch, I kind of feel like I should at least try other games out.
I had considered streaming today at one point, but now am instead going to see The Mandalorian and Grogu. It'll be the first time I've gone to the cinema in nearly a year. I've developed an interest in seeing Project: Hail Mary as well, but it's no longer playing at convenient times at the local place.
missizzy: (hisoka)
2026-05-29 06:43 am

Finished typing this up

I did want to get this finished now, since it's for the Merry Month of Masturbation, so obviously explicit content. Though it's not really so merry: it's another fic that takes place during my first BG3 playthrough, and it does so right after Elminster's visit.

Gale supposed he should have talked to Sara again, when she followed Karlach back to camp. )
missizzy: (jessiejames)
2026-05-28 07:00 am

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My trip to Atlanta was an exercise in having a great time despite logistical headaches. Starting with a literal one just as the train was getting stuck while entering Atlanta due to a stalled freight train on the tracks. (Later, when someone in Discord similarly took a night train down, I jokingly posted a hope the same thing wouldn't happen to them. It did. They thanked me for the warning.) My plane back was also delayed four hours, the hotel wifi didn't work well, and it always seemed to rain exactly when I didn't have my umbrella. I suppose I should be glad the rain kept the temperature down...
But despite all this, I had some of my best times yet during a con trip. The highlight of MomoCon was absolutely attending the TriForce Quartet concert; I'd never heard of them and wasn't familiar with most of the music they played, but I still loved it. But it was also one of the best floors I've been on. I even managed to find and buy a cute knit bag small enough to be brought into the live show venue fifteen minutes before the floor closed. Monday I met a bunch of fellow Critters at the aquarium, and once we all managed to actually find each other, we had a great time see all sorts of fish, getting a close look at penguins and sea lions, and even getting a glimpse of a whale shark! And no spoilers for the show, obviously, but it was a blast.
I also finished writing a new fic, but I'm not sure when I'm going to get it typed up and posted. It may not happen until Saturday.
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2026-05-22 06:59 am

On the 6:49 train to Georgia

I packed last night, and printed a copy of my train ticket, and found a way to display it on my phone as well, though no thanks to the Amtrak app, which truly proved useless. I'll go in to work, and then go to the train station afterwards, possibly stopping for dinner along the way. If we get 59 minutes due to the holiday, I might even try to buy new sandals. One of my current ones decided to break out of nowhere Wednesday evening. I might even end up buying new ones in Atlanta. Though apparently it's also going to be rainy all week. I made sure to pack an umbrella, too.
I've got a ticket to Momocon on Sunday as well, and for the aquarium on Monday, where a bunch of critters are preparing to meet up at noon or so. Mom encouraged me to go see the Margaret Mitchell house and museum, but I don't think so. I've read just enough of Gone with the Wind to feel very sorry that such a talented writer wrote such a book. I'll need to find some other way to occupy myself tomorrow. Apparently one can tour Marvel filming sites?
missizzy: (jessiejames)
2026-05-17 09:31 pm

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Got my first raid today! Another small streamer whom I raided some time back returned the favor. Streaming BG3 both yesterday and today, if only because I'm going to be out of town come next Saturday, I got a few more viewers than I have on my non-Dispatch streams before them. Though I also got accosted by at least one more non-bot scammer, possibly two.
As I close in on one trip, I'm also working on the next. I booked my flights to San Diego and back just now. Ended up going with United, like in previous years, but one thing that made me raise my eyebrows was they had no direct flights going either way, and when we'd always taken those in the past. (I also looked into Southwest, who didn't have any direct flights either, but they often haven't.) Hope there are some good options for lunch in the Chicago airport. A layover there might not be a bad idea for me if there are, since I can't eat on planes.
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2026-05-14 10:08 pm

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Between one thing and another, I haven't been playing much of Dragon Age: Origins since I started it ages and ages ago, but I did reach one milestone today: I reached the part where it started requiring more memory to run on a modern computer than it wants to allow itself, forcing me to scramble to figure out why it was crashing and than how to install a mod/patch that would get it to just use the extra memory. Just as well I'm not streaming it right now. Also, I'm pretty sure I've finally started the game's proper plot. I currently have a fluctuating crush on Alistair, who is my main candidate for romancing at the moment, but I probably should meet the other characters before making that decision. Also, the more he and Morrighan snipe at each other, the more I wonder if I should just ship them together instead.
Also, a week before I head down to Atlanta! I've actually joined a discord for people going to the live show, and I might be doing a meetup with some of them at the aquarium, though the plans for that don't seem to be concrete yet. Though this weekend I also feel like I should book my flights to and from San Diego; it's closing in on two months before that as well.
missizzy: (blahblah)
2026-05-08 07:47 am
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And so I have reached the answer to life, the universe, and everything, and meanwhile I have a birthday twin who's made it to the century mark! Congratulations, Sir David Attenborough. I should watch a bit more of his shows at some point. I've taken the day off, though I'm not sure what I'm doing with it. Besides posting this.
This morning I got the second comment on "The Final Afternoon" that was clearly from a scammer, which is especially depressing when the story still only has four hits. Though at least this one made the effort of reading it first. Here's hoping I have more luck with this thing.

Title: All Five
Part: 18: Everyone on Planet
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Part 15, Part 16, Part 17)
Fandom: Star Wars
Characters: Qui-Gon, Anakin, Obi-Wan, Mace, Padme
Disclaimer: Now Disney owns them.
Warning: Off-screen suicide
Note: Sequel to "Growing Up in the Jedi Temple."

It was a journey that could be done in just under a day if you took the quickest routes and went as fast as it was safe for their ship to go. Just enough time that Anakin had to actively work to keep all his scarier thoughts at bay. )
missizzy: (broke)
2026-05-03 09:09 am

More technical difficulties

I streamed as usual Saturday. I did note from the summary afterwards I hadn't gotten watched nearly as much as I was last week, which felt sad. But it didn't feel like the drop needed a real explanation; viewership still was about at the level it's often been at during the month I've been doing this now.
Then, while preparing for this morning's stream, I took a look at the video, and discovered OBS has suddenly stopped picking up the desktop audio! No wonder my viewership dropped. Honestly, I'm a little surprised I apparently still got 35 minutes worth! I kind of wish one of the five presumably non-scamming viewers who came in and out at various points according to the summary had pointed it out, but they might have even thought I'd turned the audio off on purpose. That's far from unknown on Twitch, though usually the streamer then turns music on.
I was forced to let Windows update Friday morning, and I'm pretty certain that's the cause, and that they turned something off in the settings. Unfortunately, I current have no idea what. I've posted in the OBS discord and hopefully someone will tell me by Friday, although my streaming then was up in the air even before this.
ETA: Figured it out on my own. This time.
missizzy: (evenstar)
2026-04-26 11:11 am

Another ficlet about my Tav

I finished this little narrative prelude this morning, right before I started streaming.

The Final Afternoon )
missizzy: (blahblah)
2026-04-19 08:12 pm
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I finished Dispatch on stream this morning. My gameplay was terrible, down in the bottom percentage, but I still very much liked it. I also like how many viewers it got my stream. It seems to be a popular game to watch; mostly I've only been getting one viewer at a time, but I got more both last and this Sunday morning. I might play through it again at some point, if only because there are a few alternate scenes I now really want to see, and I'll definitely play through the second season whenever it might come out.
I'm having to play a few games that are new to me. The first one was Little Kitty, Big City, which I started on stream Friday night, and I truly loved it. I'll do at least a few more Friday nights of it, no doubt. (It can apparently be finished in two hours, but I will no doubt take way longer.)
I've also started uploading my past broadcasts to a YouTube account of their own, including some highlights from my test recordings. I might make some other highlight videos too at some point.
Also these past few weekends I've also been trying to record my latest song. I'd gotten some okay recordings, then this afternoon I got one I felt certain I would post right after I finished recording. I got more hesitant after watching through it, but now I've decided to go with it. And hey, a song from from the Hunger Games movies feels appropriate these days:

missizzy: (broke)
2026-04-15 12:23 pm

Why is there no wait time?!

In the two days since Hotelpocalypse was announced as happening today and my sister confirmed she can't afford to go this year, I have been thinking about how to make the biggest trip I've ever taken on my own as low-stress as possible. I quickly decided today I would make no attempt at the the biggest hotels, and started debating how many minutes of wait time I would allow before I gave up on any downtown hotel room and just went straight for one in Mission Valley. I really want my room booked and done with today. Especially because this wasn't even the best day for me to take off work.
But there's no wait time. My bar is currently moving, if slowly, but I don't know how long this is going to take, or what's going to be available as a result. Initially I even wondered if the system crashed, but now I'm hearing on Bluesky some people are now getting in.
Being home meant I watched lilsimsie's stream this morning, with the congressman trying to keep EA out of the hands of Kushner and the Saudis. I'm afraid his words didn't leave me all that hopeful, honestly. I signed the petition, though.
ETA: A two-hour Hotelpocalypse! Got a room in Mission Valley in an area that doesn't look like a bad place to spend a free Saturday.
missizzy: (evenstar)
2026-04-12 08:05 pm
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A second weekend of streaming

I originally intended to stream Friday night, but I ended up watching the Artemis splashdown instead. I've been following this mission with a lot more interest than I've had in space for a while. I still don't trust the motives of any of the the power brokers in space right now, but at this point we're all taking consolation where we can, and in this voyage we took it. I suspect I may not stream every Friday anyway. It may be contingent on whether I feel up to it.
Saturday, on the other hand, has officially become Baldur's Gate day. (Although the Wednesday I have to take off for Hotelpocalypse, I'm hoping to steam it and check into the Elfsong afterwards. But now I'm at the Sarevok Anchev fight, and I spent two hours yesterday struggling to win it. I finally went and fought the guards separately, and I think with them out, I might be able to win it by putting the party on the side ledge at the start of it. Maybe even skip the dialog and start it with an AOE spell.
This morning I streamed episodes 4-5 of Dispatch. Gameplay wasn't very good, but it was still my most successful stream yet. But I also found myself really wishing I could romance Phenonaman. I'm romancing Blonde Blazer, and that's all well and good, but seriously, I *love* this guy.
missizzy: (jessiejames)
2026-04-04 05:46 pm

I am now officially a Twitch streamer!

When I first prepared to make my second attempt at streaming this afternoon, fate continued to throw things at me. The OBS acted up and the game capture stopped capturing, though thankfully the display capture ultimately showed it would do. And it was a very good thing that the links I posted in a couple of discords did get me a watcher, since otherwise I might never have noticed the microphone had turned itself off! Some other people came in too, though unfortunately they were all trying to scam me or hit on me. (Actually conversed with the first of them, until the one proper viewer told me not to. I suppose I was still naive enough to assume even the not-bot scammers would make themselves more obvious more quickly.) I need to locate the ban hammer at some point. But all in all, I think things went quite well. The sound seemed fine, I think I kept that one good viewer throughout(which was one more than I honestly thought there would be!), and I think I did well enough at talking for my first time.
Now I just have to find a new video editor, one at least good enough to trip the VOD and edit together the highlights from my test recordings to go up on YouTube, since I can no longer find my code for the video editor I had on the old computer, and I can't seem to find where to buy a new version of it. I may or may not end up paying for whatever I use, but I'd have to think it at least as good as that one.
missizzy: (broke)
2026-03-29 08:41 am

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I just booked a train to Atlanta in late May, and a plane back. Turns out that while Atlanta has a train station, there don't seem to be many passenger trains going there. To avoid having to fly there I'm going to have to catch the overnight train late on Friday, get there the next morning, and hope I can find somewhere to stash my bag for seven hours before I can check into my hotel. And there were no trains going out the day after the live show. It was endure an airport, or endure 15 hours on a bus, and I'm not up to the latter in my middle age. I booked an afternoon flight just to be able to get the airport as many hours in advance as possible.
I've now done two more test recordings. The second, done after I finally managed to completely disable the audio on the webcam, sounded just fine, aside from my keyboard being very loud in it(maybe get foam to put under the microphone?). But then again, so did the test recording I did before my first disastrous streaming attempt. I'm going to try again this coming Saturday, so I'll have to see how it goes then.
missizzy: (broke)
2026-03-22 08:54 am

There were technical difficulties

Everything was going great yesterday-until right before I went online, when I possibly clicked on something wrong, or maybe the problems that failed to make themselves apparent during the test recording just decided to show up on their own. I spent half an hour struggling to get the stream to work. The game audio wasn't playing, and the audio I was getting instead was appalling, and repeating itself at points, or maybe that was just the stream in general, I'm no longer even sure. I gave up in tears.
After venting in one of my discords, something suggest I ask for help in the OBS discord. So I did. They gave me a couple of pieces of advice that helped, probably most notably muting the audio from my webcam. But the game audio is still muting whenever I try to do anything with the OBS, and will almost certainly still do so when I try to do so with Twitch's control page, and their only suggestion for that was that I try to control those remotely, which honestly does not sound realistic. Also their analyzer is still claiming one of my audio devices has a sample rate that doesn't match the rest, and with the webcam muted I can't find any that aren't at 48000 Hz. And while the audio doesn't sound terrible anymore, it's lost volume, and still doesn't sound all that great, and I've heard all too much about how you need it to be good.
I'm tempted to just take today off from trying to deal with it. Go see the cherry trees in DC, maybe, since the ones in the neighborhood are finally blooming. I don't know if I'm even going to try to stream next weekend, but I might aim to make a second go at it the weekend after that.
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2026-03-21 10:14 am

Today's the day!

Been making a few last minute preparations, including a little bit of promotions in a couple of discords, though I really don't know if I'll get any viewers at all today. Also looked into monetization, though I'm not doing that for the moment. It took an aggravatingly long time to determine whether Twitch will put ads on my stream or not, but it now seems like they can, but aren't likely to bother right now. After the test recording I did on Wednesday night mostly just to see if the sound quality was okay and also if my game would crash (It ran smoothly for the 50 minutes...) I am currently standing at the front of the Counting House, which I suppose will make for as interesting a first stream. I'll probably be streaming Date Everything! and Dispatch over the next week as well, though I'm less certain what I'll stream when I'm done with the latter. It's all happening over here, starting today at 1 PM Eastern.
missizzy: (blahblah)
2026-03-20 06:49 am

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As is my current custom, I watched about two hours of Critical Role last night, enough of it to... ) Nonetheless the Schemer's table is going to be a bit harder for me to watch, because it's so reflective of the times we're already suffering through in real life. I've just come up on a scene I am not looking forward to, so I'm procrastinating on watching it by posting this, which I finally finished yesterday.

Title: Habeas for Superheroes
Part: 13: Page versus Stark
Fandom: Daredevil/Avengers
Characters: Matt/Foggy, Karen, Tony Stark, Colleen Wing
Disclaimer: Now Disney owns them.
Warning: Discussion of MCU Civil War events
Note: Third installment in my Femme!Foggy series.

Foggy entered the offices of Hogarth, Chao, and Benowitz to find much of the firm gathered in their reception area, eyes on the TV. )
missizzy: (evenstar)
2026-03-14 08:05 pm
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I think in the future, I may actually hold off on buying badges for AwesomeCon until the schedule is actually announced. I can't do that for any event I travel to, perhaps, but I don't think this one even sells out like that. If I'd done that this time, I'd have gone yesterday and tomorrow, and my foot probably would've been very grateful for the day off in between to boot.
As it is, the highlight of the event for me this year was absolutely Neil and Devora. Doing a podcast together has made the two of them a brilliant double act. They were playing off each other perfectly even before they had cause to demonstrate some of the practical issues of mocap using their water bottles. But the audience also helped with some of their very creative questions; Devora even joked she might come back to DC just for the questions. One of them was what was the last line each of them recorded for BG3. Unfortunately Devora couldn't remember what she'd done last, and Neil couldn't remember the last line, either, but he did remember and relate the last thing he did for it, which now makes me want to play origin Astarion.
I managed to buy a few things as well, including a cute drawing of Mulder and Scully eating Chinese food. Today I also attended a panel of those searching for any signs of life in outer space, which ended up feeling more like a reminder of just how much we have found in space this century, even if we haven't yet found that.
But I am currently planning for my first ever stream to be in a week's time, so now I must buckle down. I finally downloaded OBS this evening, though I haven't tried to install it yet.
missizzy: (blahblah)
2026-03-11 10:15 pm

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Our D&D group has moved from Clarendon to Crystal City. At first we tried another gaming bar, but it had the same problems that drove us out of the Board Room; too loud and nowhere for us to sit. We ended up in the semi-outdoor section of a sports bar, where things are actually much quieter. I don't know how it'll do once the weather gets cold again, but these past two weeks it's been nice. Unfortunately we're still having people bail on us, and when once guy couldn't make it tonight we were down to three players as a result. Though as the DM noted when we ended up finishing early, that made things go much faster than they have. It's been a slow investigative campaign so far; the only time initiative has been rolled was in the immediate aftermath of the bar getting fireballed, and that was emergency management instead of combat. We've also leveled up, which is nice.
Last month when I bought my badges for AwesomeCon, I decided for a change of pace to take Friday off and go then and Saturday instead of Sunday. Now, of course, the schedule is out, the Critical Role people are making their first DC appearance on Sunday! But at least I should be able to see Neil and Devora, and that'll be the first time I'll get to see any of the BG3 cast too.
missizzy: (blahblah)
2026-03-08 09:16 am

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Did my taxes this morning. For the third year in a row I resorted to TurboTax, and for the third year in a row it was a quick process. I got a modest refund out of it this time.
Next year, I suppose, taxes might become a more complicated process, if I actually make any money on Twitch. But of course I may never make enough for them to actually pay out. I'm not quite sure what happens then. One would think the IRS wouldn't care about imaginary income you never actually get, but, well.
Today the high is supposed to be in the 70s, and I will likely go out in my continuing quest for enough tights that won't rip after one wear to get me through each work week. Around this time last year my sister gave me the name of an online company one of her friends swore by, but one of the pairs I bought from them lasted less time than other tights I'd bought earlier, and the other has vanished completely, possibly eaten by the washing machine. I'm tempted to look for a place to get me hair trimmed, but I may not have the spoons for that. I haven't now for years.